so its summer till i go back to school and all my friends ar home ayay!!!!
one of my friends Joelle i discovered has blocked me from her AIM bl. i have no answer why this happened or what i did to cause this action. what ever it is i was to fix it ASAP!
another this is Lauren is home, yes guys my ex-gf that dumped me is back. I havent spoken to her in months, she doesnt answer my phone calls, and we talk through texts messages. so i call her when i was with some people and she didny pick up, then someone else called her and she answered their phone call. they think that she saw my name on her pone and didnt wnat to talk but saw the name of the other person and answered.
I would think that she is over this childish breakup. I want to be her friend and gave her all he space she needed. i just dont understand, does she even want to be my friend? and if i bring this up to her she wil think that i am not over her THEN I look like the bad guy when all i want is an answer.
no idea what to do....
she could have a b/f right now somewhere and i wont care, she more important to me as a friend.
what i think about noe is, if i knew this woud happen i would traid every kiss, every hug, every touch and every emotion to turn back time. startout like we did when i wasnt going out with Lauren.....but i dont know if i could b/c she made me a better person in the longrun.
it just feel like i traided love, feelings, and sexual experiences for a good friend and her friendship.
oh well noting i can do..
i'm out